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The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness Audiobook

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Read By: Alma Cuervo Publisher: Recorded Books Listen Time: at 1.0x Speed 8.17 hours at 1.5x Speed 6.13 hours at 2.0x Speed Release Date: October 2007 Format: Unabridged Audiobook ISBN: 9781428198760

Quick Stats About this Audiobook

Total Audiobook Chapters:

26

Longest Chapter Length:

43:27 minutes

Shortest Chapter Length:

01:38 minutes

Average Chapter Length:

28:12 minutes

Audiobooks by this Author:

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Publisher Description

Professor of psychiatry Elyn R. Saks writes about her struggle with schizophrenia in this unflinching account of her mental illness. In The Center Cannot Hold, Saks draws readers into a nightmare world of medications, a misguided health care system, and social stigmas.

At eight years old, Saks experienced the first signs of schizophrenia, embodied in part by night terrors. Years later, Saks entered psychiatric care after hearing voices and losing herself in suicidal fantasies. But the worst was yet to come. While attending Yale Law School, she was hospitalized and bound to a metal hospital bed before spending the next five months in a psychiatric ward. But she would not be defeated. With a strength and force of will that most can only imagine, Saks reclaimed her life and went on to achieve great success.

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"I was blown away by this book. Elyn Saks is extremely accomplished, even in the "mentally healthy" world. To have someone of her professional caliber write intimately about her life's journey with this horrendous disease is a gift to all who struggle or have friends/family who struggle with schizophrenia. Her vivid descriptions of her psychotic epdisodes, her continuing hope/belief that she'd be able to live without meds, how her personal hygiene deteriorated as her psychosis reigned....all rang true for what I know about the disease. What struck me, however, was the few close friends and her spouse who were always by her side and understood her illness. To me, they seemed to the make the difference in her ability to find her way back from psychosis and move forward with the other parts of her life. Unfortunately, I think that most people living with schizophrenia do not have such social support. My only fear is that this book will serve to minimize the disease...i.e., thinking that Saks' experience is the norm rather than the exception for people living with this disease."

— Susan (5 out of 5 stars)

The Center Cannot Hold Listener Reviews

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  • Overall Performance: 0 out of 50 out of 50 out of 50 out of 50 out of 5 Narration Rating: 0 out of 50 out of 50 out of 50 out of 50 out of 5 Story Rating: 5 out of 55 out of 55 out of 55 out of 55 out of 5

    — zuheira Abdulkadir, 1/12/2018
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    " Elyn was the guest speaker at the ceremony for my masters degree. She was incredibly inspiring in her 6 minute speech (about battling schizophrenia her entire life while also trying to pursue a "normal" existence) and her book is nothing less than extraordinary. I recommend it to anyone wanting to gain perspective on what it's like to suffer with a mental illness, especially my fellow psychology colleagues. "

    — Steffaniebarnard, 2/20/2014
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    " Wow! I'm amazed at the tenacity of the author. She has led an incredible life and her regrets are those any person might have leading a "normal" life. There are gaps in the book that I find disturbing... I'm not sure if they are do to her level of sanity during the time she experienced them, or whether she just didn't want to look more in depth at what she was discussing. I would have been interested in what her actual diagnosis was while she was at Oxford... for instance. All in all it was fascinating reading about her struggles and her methods of pulling herself up and forcing herself to achieve what she started out to do regardless of what her mind was up to. "

    — Margot, 2/19/2014
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    " Worth reading in case you ever wondered what it's like to be psychotic. "

    — Rachel, 2/8/2014
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    " It is amazing that Saks was able to accomplish so much (including writing this memoir) while battling schizophrenia. If you have loved ones who suffer from this disease, this book may give you a rare glimpse into their world. "

    — Susan, 1/16/2014
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    " I read this book several years ago and still think of it now and then, and I remember it better than books I read this year. It's an extremely powerful story not only of schizophrenia, but also of the legal and medical systems in America. It made me think about and imagine a life I never would have understood, even second-hand, otherwise. That's not to say it's my favorite book, or even an especially compelling story, but it was one of the most educational books I've ever read for pleasure. "

    — Stephanie, 1/3/2014
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    " Must be read to be believed. This woman is like a freight train crushing all adversity and describes her pain vividly and openly. I am just glad its over because I was so absorbed in this book that I wasn't able to take care of my own life until I finished it. "

    — Amelia, 1/1/2014
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    " This book offers a glance at a schizophrenic mind. The author, herself, is diagnosed with schizophrenia and she tells her story through The Center Cannot Hold. I was really amazed by the fact that she has managed to lead an accomplished life in spite of her severe illness and all the suffering she went through; it is hard to have no control over your own thoughts. I also was shocked by the way she was treated in earlier stages of her illness by some US hospitals. But, I liked how she dedicated her research career into raising questions over issues concerning law and the mentally ill. It was really a good, well-written and a moving book. "

    — Najla, 12/29/2013
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    " Reading this book has changed my opinion of mental illness, and has helped me feel so much more compassion for those who struggle with thought disorders. I was also deeply impressed with Saks' incredible strength and determination--her ability to maintain composure and finish a ridiculous amount of high-level academic work (and at places like Oxford and Yale no less) while struggling with psychotic delusions and the aftereffects of weird medication seems nearly superhuman. "

    — Sara, 12/27/2013
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    " fantastic a definite must read, it is so well written... "

    — Annabel, 12/26/2013
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    " Mind opening, very informative, and hope-bringing. I loved this book! "

    — Silvana, 12/13/2013

About Alma Cuervo

Alma Cuervo is an Earphones Award–winning narrator and a stage actress and singer who has also performed in film and television. She holds an MFA in acting from the Yale School of Drama, from which she graduated in 1976 alongside Meryl Streep. She starred in the role of Madame Morrible in the first national tour of Wicked.