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Author: Alison Gaylin Narrator: Cassandra Campbell Publisher: HarperAudio Audio Length: Release Date: March 2018 Format: Unabridged Audiobook Delivery: Instant Download ISBN: 9780062802934

Publisher Description

Reminiscent of the bestsellers of Laura Lippman and Harlan Coben—with a dose of Big Little Lies or Stranger Things—an absorbing, addictive tale of psychological suspense from the author of the highly acclaimed and Edgar Award-nominated What Remains of Me and the USA Today bestselling and Shamus Award-winning Brenna Spector series, in which a seemingly open-and-shut police case with a clear-cut hero and villain turns out to be anything but simple.

Late one night in the quiet Hudson Valley town of Havenkill, a distraught woman stumbles into the police station—and lives are changed forever.

Aimee En, once a darling of the ’80s pop music scene, claims that a teenage boy stole her car, then ran over another young man who'd rushed to help.

As Liam Miller’s life hangs in the balance, the events of that fateful night begin to come into focus. But is everything as it seems?

The case quickly consumes social media, transforming Liam, a local high school football star, into a folk hero, and the suspect, a high school outcast named Wade Reed, into a depraved would-be killer. But is Wade really guilty? And if he isn't, why won't he talk?

Told from a kaleidoscope of viewpoints—Wade's mother Jackie, his younger brother Connor, Aimee En and Pearl Maze, a young police officer with a tragic past, If I Die Tonight is a story of family ties and dark secrets—and the lengths we'll go to protect ourselves.

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  • “Gripping.”

    - O, The Oprah Magazine
  • “The action never stops, and sometimes the darkness feels as if it’s creeping into your own home.”

    - Suspense Magazine
  • “Superb…Each plot point weaves perfectly for a poignant story strengthened by its attention to characters…and it joins the ranks of those mysteries that will prove to be one of the best published in 2018.”

    - Associated Press
  • “The perfect thriller for a weekend spent indoors, If I Die Tonight will challenge your own belief in your intuition.”

    - Bustle
  • “Gaylin’s skill at character development is in the spotlight, featuring a diverse cast of characters…You won’t be able to turn away from this page turner.”

    - RT Book Reviews (4½ stars, Top Pick!)
  • “A violent carjacking sends shock waves through sleepy Havenkill, NY, in this moving character-driven standalone…The novel’s lasting impact comes from its indelible portrait of people in crisis.”

    - Publishers Weekly
  • “Riveting…The story is masterfully told in different voices from a well-developed cast of characters.”

    - Booklist
  • “This anxiety-fueled stand-alone from Edgar nominee Gaylin takes the gulf that naturally develops between teenagers and their families and stocks it with sharks.”

    - Kirkus Reviews


  • Winner of the 2019 Edgar Allan Poe Award for Best Paperback Original

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About the Author

Alison Gaylin is the author of Into the Dark, the Shamus Award–winning And She Was, and the Edgar-nominated thriller Hide Your Eyes and its sequel, You Kill Me, as well as the stand-alone novels Trashed and Heartless. A graduate of Northwestern University and Columbia University’s Graduate School of Journalism, Alison lives with her husband and daughter in upstate New York.

About the Narrator

Cassandra Campbell has won multiple Audie Awards, Earphones Awards, and the prestigious Odyssey Award for narration. She was been named a “Best Voice” by AudioFile magazine and in 2018 was inducted in Audible’s inaugural Narrator Hall of Fame.