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3.77 out of 53.77 out of 53.77 out of 53.77 out of 53.77 out of 5 3.77 (0 ratings) (rate this audio book) Author: Nic Sheff Narrator: Paul Michael Garcia Publisher: Blackstone Audio Format: Unabridged Audiobook Delivery: Instant Download Audio Length: Release Date:
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Nic Sheff was drunk for the first time at age eleven. In the years that followed, he regularly smoked pot, did cocaine and ecstasy, and developed addictions to crystal meth and heroin. Even so, he felt like he would always be able to quit and put his life together whenever he needed to. It took a violent relapse one summer in California to convince him otherwise.

In writing that is raw and honest, Nic spares no detail in telling us the compelling, heartbreaking, and true story of his relapse and the road to recovery. As we watch Nic plunge into the mental and physical depths of drug addiction, he paints a picture of a person at odds with his past, with his family, with his substances, and with himself. It’s a harrowing portrait, but not one without hope.

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Quotes & Awards

  • “Impossible to put down”

    Chicago Tribune

  • “Nic Sheff's wrenching tale is told with electrifying honesty and insight.”

    Armistead Maupin, author of The Night Listener and Michael Tolliver Lives

  • “Paul Michael Garcia is the perfect choice for narrator; his stern and entirely believable voice captures the desolation in Sheff's tale. His reading is wonderfully underplayed, and necessarily so. Garcia becomes Sheff, offering a gritty and raw performance that demonstrates just how dire the circumstances surrounding Sheff's existence really were.”

    Publishers Weekly

  • “Nic Sheff's powerful memoir of drug abuse and alcohol addiction is written in a brutally honest style that makes it difficult for anyone else to narrate. Happily, narrator Paul Michael Garcia delivers a strong and commanding reading that perfectly expresses the rawness of Sheff's most personal recollections…Endlessly memorable, Sheff's memoir is brought to life in a reading that captures the essence of his downfall.”


  •  A New York Times Bestseller
  • A USA Today Bestseller

Listener Opinions

  • 4 out of 54 out of 54 out of 54 out of 54 out of 5 by Nichole | 5/12/2011

    " This story really made me root for the main character. You want him to succeed through his addiction. "

  • 2 out of 52 out of 52 out of 52 out of 52 out of 5 by Pip | 5/12/2011

    " Very juvenile writing style, like yeah whatever ;) "

  • 5 out of 55 out of 55 out of 55 out of 55 out of 5 by Travis | 5/4/2011

    " Tweak is a very good book. The author does a very good job of capturing real life situaitons and making people feel the mood of the story. I believe that this story would resemble a meth addict's life very well even though this story is a true story about the authors life. "

  • 3 out of 53 out of 53 out of 53 out of 53 out of 5 by Katrina | 4/26/2011

    " Every teeneager should read this. "

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