When she was eighteen years old, Carolyn Jessop was coerced into an arranged marriage with a total stranger: a man thirty-two years her senior. Merril Jessop already had three wives. But arranged plural marriages were an integral part of Carolyn’s heritage: She was born into and raised in the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (FLDS), the radical offshoot of the Mormon Church. Over the next fifteen years, Carolyn had eight children and withstood her husband’s psychological abuse and the watchful eyes of his other wives, who were locked in a constant battle for supremacy. Carolyn was miserable for years and wanted out, but she knew that if she tried to leave and got caught, her children would be taken away from her. But in 2003, Carolyn chose freedom over fear and fled her home with her eight children. Escape exposes a world tantamount to a prison camp, created by religious fanatics. Against this background, Carolyn Jessop’s flight takes on an extraordinary, inspiring power. She became the first woman ever granted full custody of her children in a contested suit involving the FLDS, and in 2006, her reports to the Utah attorney general on church abuses formed a crucial part of the case that led to the arrest of its notorious leader, Warren Jeffs.
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"As someone who has ditched all religions, I continue to be fascinated by the power of religious indoctrination, and how it can infect even seemingly intelligent individuals and cause them to fall prey to absurdities.Having read about Carolyn Jessop and having watched a number of YouTube videos featuring her lectures and interviews, I finally took the plunge and read "Escape". I wasn't prepared for how compelling it would be and couldn't tear myself away from it! Fortunately, being an audio book, it meant I could get on with chores while having the story read to me.Without reservations, I recommend this book to anyone with insurmountable problems, wondering how they could possibly transcend their situation. The hurdles Carolyn had to overcome are unimaginable to the average person leading a "regular" life where such a thing as "free-will" exists and where you are not condemned for hugging and kissing your own children. By the end of the book, you just want Carolyn to have a "happy ever after" life with her family. I certainly do."
— Bukumia (5 out of 5 stars)
" This is a modern day memoir of Carolyn Jessop's life. At the age of 18, she was forced into an arranged marriage with a man 32 years her senior who already had three other wives. Born into and raised in the FLDS, she was following the life she thought she was meant to live. Over the next 15 years, she had EIGHT children and lived daily with going along with anything and everything her husband required her to. Thankfully, Jessop possessed the bravery needed to escape her marriage, life, church and cult. "
— Julie, 4/22/2019" i loved reading about what happened before and during warren jeffs "
— Lawn, 2/10/2014" More like 4.5 stars, mainly because I am OBSESSED with anything to do with the FLDS. It was not the best written book, but the subject matter itself was what kept me hooked. "
— Emily, 1/26/2014" I am endlessly fascinated by the crazy stories of the FLDS. This book is a must read if you are too. It's perhaps not written/edited the best, but intriguing nonetheless. Prepare for some depressing shit. "
— Bridget, 1/26/2014" Another FLDS story. I don't know how she had the strength, but this author got out with 8 children. "
— Cetta, 1/25/2014" A more intimate view of FLDS and the evils of polygamy than "Under the Banner of Heaven." Though it is well worth reading Carolyn Jessop's story as an example of courage and determination, I hope people also begin to get an understanding of how overwhelming this type of brainwashing is. You cannot convince most people who've lived with this sort of thing that there's another way to see the world. Even Carloyn Jessop, intelligent, college-educated, and with her exposure to people from "outside" who were kinder to her than her own "family" could not conceive of leaving the world she was raised in until her situation deteriorated to the point that even she saw her life was in danger and that her daughters would be married off to men 40, 50, or even 60 years their senior. That she spent so many years living with the abuse she did is not the true tragedy here; it's that so few women in her world can even imagine wanting to escape. "
— Suzie, 1/17/2014" I enjoyed this book waaayyy more than I expected - couldn't put it down. Fascinating look at growing up in FLDS culture and being married off into a family where there are 4 wifes and you're the only person who doesn't seem to have lost their mind. The level of sadistic child abuse within her family was pretty shocking though - beyond forced marriages. Why have 14 kids each if you seem to hate their guts? Tore through this in two days. "
— Caitlin, 1/13/2014" Brilliant! She is such an amazing woman:-) "
— Clara, 1/9/2014" This was a FASCINATING story, but poorly written. Still, I recommend it. "
— Ashley, 1/3/2014" Carolyn Jessop is absolutely amazing. So glad she was sucessful at escaping this. What an awful thing to be born into. Just hope she has a good life after all she went through. "
— Dorothy, 12/24/2013" I was keen to read this book after reading Stolen Innocence, and was not disappointed. Although the storyline was similar in many parts due to the similar circumstances of these two women, however, I found it gripping and a good read all the same. "
— Ingrid, 12/23/2013" Powerful insight into a strong woman who escaped from the fundamental Mormon faith "
— Jill, 12/15/2013" Very good, but very frustrating and maddening at times to think that people still live like this with these beliefs today... eye opener. "
— Marc, 12/12/2013" Read this a long time ago when it came out. Not written perfectly but really let you know how it is out there. I would reread it again. "
— Deb, 11/28/2013" A fascinating and moving memoir, this is a must for anyone interested in the workings of the Fundamentalist Latter Day Saints. I did feel that there were a lot of places where the narrative felt repetitive or rambled on in too much detail, but that didn't stop it from being difficult to put down. "
— r.b., 6/3/2012" I truly enjoyed this book. It was about a women who escaped a Mormon marriage and took eight kids with her. "
— Anna, 2/14/2012" Very good book but yet so sad to think that this goes on in our world. "
— Tracy, 1/27/2012" I have a friend who has met this woman and he said that she is every bit the strong and independent woman you perceive her to be in the book. Amazing story of endurance and fighting for your freedom. "
— Jessica, 4/3/2011" A good look into the life of a polygamist family. "
— Heather, 6/10/2010" This book was fascinating and horrifying all at the same time. Carolyn is an amazing and courageous woman and I wish her and her children all the best in life. How tragic that women are living under these conditions in modern day America, and all in the name of some twisted version of religion. "
— JanB, 12/8/2009" Such a wonderful book. What a brave, brave, brave woman. "
— Readingmomma, 7/6/2009" Fascinating. Sometimes in the I-can't-not-look-at-it way. Was my absolute favorite book for some time. "
— Jolie, 5/17/2009" Powerful story of survival. Amazing that Carolyn Jessop got away from the FLDS and made a life for herself and her children. She suffered years of abuse as well as her children. "
— Petra, 5/5/2008Carolyn Jessop was born in 1968 and raised in the largest community of the Fundamentalist Church of the Latter Day Saints in the United States. She spent seventeen years in a polygamous marriage to one of the most powerful men in the FLDS community, before escaping. She lives in Utah with her children.
Ann Marie Lee is a seven-time winner of the AudioFile Earphones Award for narration. She is a Los Angeles–based actress with television credits that include ER, Law & Order: Criminal Intent, and Nip/Tuck. Her stage performances for Broadway National Tours and regional theater include Peter Pan, As You Like It, Heartbreak House, and The Cherry Orchard.
Ann Marie Lee is a seven-time winner of the AudioFile Earphones Award for narration. She is a Los Angeles–based actress with television credits that include ER, Law & Order: Criminal Intent, and Nip/Tuck. Her stage performances for Broadway National Tours and regional theater include Peter Pan, As You Like It, Heartbreak House, and The Cherry Orchard.