Dr. Alex Delaware doesn’t see many private patients anymore, but the young woman called Lucy is an exception. So is her dream. Lucy Lowell is referred to Alex by Los Angeles police detective Milo Sturgis. A juror at the agonizing trial of a serial killer, Lucy survived the trauma only to be tormented by a recurring nightmare: a young child in the forest at night, watching a strange and furtive act. Now Lucy’s dream is starting to disrupt her waking life, and Alex is concerned. The power of the dream, its grip on Lucy’s emotions, suggests to him that it may be more than a nightmare. It may be the repressed childhood memory of something very real. Something like murder.
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"While Alex and Robin are rebuilding their home, they're staying in a Malibu beach house. When a young woman juror reaches out to Milo after a traumatic court case that sees a serial killer placed on death row, Milo calls his best friend Alex to help her. The case brings out repressed memories from Lucy's childhood, and Alex's persistence in learning the truth, sets them on a dangerous path of betrayal and scandal. Another riviting read!"
— Kay (4 out of 5 stars)
" Really slow going, but not as bad as the Kellerman I recall reading on a bus trip in Australia a couple of years ago. "
— Iain, 2/9/2014" Kinda gripping, but like so many times before the ending was far from satisfying. "
— Kajsa, 2/8/2014" I liked the beginning of this book. I was intrigued by the idea that the main character, Alex Delaware, was a clinical psychologist and a patient of his had just been on a jury that convicted a serial killer. Now she was having recurring dreams of seeing two men carrying a young woman into the forest. It had potential, but bogged down at one point and I think it would have been a better book if he had taken out about 100 pages. I did like it, but I only give it 3 stars. "
— Marc, 1/27/2014" It was a pleasure to come across a Jonathan Kellerman, Alex Delaware book that I hadn't read. I think that this one could have been improved by more Milo Sturgis! He hardly appeared. At times the long suffering Lucy seemed quite self reliant. The father, a supposed famous writer was in his pathetic mode--coming apart physically, and perhaps mentally as well. There were a number of unpleasant associates, but some nice people, too. I would not like to have been Lucy--what a family history! Alex and Robin are building another house after their original one was burned. THe French bulldog appears briefly in this book. "
— Marti, 1/24/2014" A good page-turning crime fiction book. The perfect light-reading antidote for some heavier stuff I've been reading recently. "
— Katie, 1/9/2014" I thought it was about average for a Jonathan Kellerman book. Not gripping, not boring. "
— Dev, 1/9/2014" Good brain-candy detective story, which is about all I can handle. "
— Kathy, 1/9/2014" 3.5 stars. This was a solid read, but I didn't think it measured up to his other work. "
— Arjun, 1/7/2014" Jonathan Kellerman's early works are just okay. I thought this book was slightly better than the Clinic eventhough the Clinci was newer than this one. It had an intersting storyline about his patient the sleepwalker. "
— Jill, 12/23/2013" Pretty good. Got a little confusing with all the names. werent fleshed out enough for me to remember who was who. Nice twist at the end. "
— Sandi, 11/30/2013" I think that this story is very unique - not so much because of a dream that turns out to be a clue to a repressed memory (which totally happens for real, by the way), but because of the revealing look into how it was in the California Art/Movie/Drug scene. Probably still is this way. "
— aPriL, 11/4/2013" I just love Alex & Milo. This series is great & what psych does not delve into dreams? Love it & such a fan. I want more! "
— Kj, 10/31/2013" Excellent, had me hooked all along, not entirely sure I was satisfied with the ending, but a good read "
— Catherine, 10/25/2013" Psychopathy {is} a form of creativity. There's no shortage of artistically brilliant people who had low moral IQ's: Degas, Wagner, Ezra Pound, Philip Larkin. {Even} Picasso was pretty hard to live with. "
— Paulia, 10/18/2013" Another Alex Delaware/Milo Sturgis book. It was good. "
— Heather, 7/29/2013" Very good book. Got long and tangled in the middle, but I got through it. This is the story of a young woman who had witnessed a murder when she was four years old. She repressed the memory until she was a juror in a murder trail 20 years later. Lots of twists and tangles in the story. Very good. "
— Virginia, 7/3/2013" Self-Defense (Alex Delaware) by Jonathan Kellerman (2002) "
— Julie, 5/10/2013" Read this some time ago as all of this series so far. "
— Peggy, 3/5/2013" Great book, kept me on the edge of my reading seat. Kudo's to Jonathan Kellerman for another excellent Dr. Alex Delaware book. "
— Pat, 2/1/2013" Repressed memories? Yeah, pull the other one, it's got satanic sacrifices on "
— Kaethe, 10/2/2012" This novel has a great dog sub plot. Alex Delaware finds an abandoned French Bull Dog who steals his (and the reader's) heart. "
— Linda, 9/22/2012" Another great Kellerman murder mystery. I loved it. "
— Beth, 8/19/2012" I listened to this on cd. Well read, easy to listen to. Story told mostly by dialogue. Child psychologist turned detective, Alex Delaware walks into a room, describes it, what his subject is wearing and looks like, then has a conversation. Everything is explained in depositions at the end. "
— mark, 12/22/2011" Good characters easy to loose yourself in Kellerman's writings. I've read every book in the Alex Delaware series and enjoyed them all. "
— Stacie, 8/17/2011" A little predicable. I had it figured out in the first 1/3 of the book. "
— Tammy, 6/14/2011" Jonathan Kellerman's early works are just okay. I thought this book was slightly better than the Clinic eventhough the Clinci was newer than this one. It had an intersting storyline about his patient the sleepwalker. "
— Jill, 5/18/2011" Great book, kept me on the edge of my reading seat. Kudo's to Jonathan Kellerman for another excellent Dr. Alex Delaware book. "
— Pat, 3/3/2011" The opening of the story is so gruesome that I threw out the book. Then I couldn't get the image out of my mind so I decided to retrieve the book, face it, read it and let it go. Pretty good read. A little funny with the plot as the opening of the book has very little to do at all with the plot. "
— Linda, 5/19/2010" I listened to this on cd. Well read, easy to listen to. Story told mostly by dialogue. Child psychologist turned detective, Alex Delaware walks into a room, describes it, what his subject is wearing and looks like, then has a conversation. Everything is explained in depositions at the end. "
— mark, 2/8/2010" Repressed memories? Yeah, pull the other one, it's got satanic sacrifices on "
— Kaethe, 10/8/2009" A good page-turning crime fiction book. The perfect light-reading antidote for some heavier stuff I've been reading recently. "
— Katie, 9/4/2009" Pretty good. Got a little confusing with all the names. werent fleshed out enough for me to remember who was who. Nice twist at the end.<br/> "
— Sandi, 6/19/2009" #9 (I believe) in the Alex Delaware series. No worse, no better then any of the others I've read. Simply a very good, dependable read. "
— Susan, 3/3/2009" A investigative psychologist working with a woman who has flashbacks after being a juror in a horrible trial. Turns out her dad helped bury a woman when she was 4 and she saw it. "
— Cathy, 2/21/2009" Self-Defense (Alex Delaware) by Jonathan Kellerman (2002) "
— Julie, 1/18/2009Jonathan Kellerman is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of more than fifty crime novels. His unique perspective on human behavior has led to the creation of the Alex Delaware series. He has won the Goldwyn, Edgar, and Anthony awards and the Lifetime Achievement Award from the American Psychological Association. With his wife, bestselling novelist Faye Kellerman, he co-authored Double Homicide and Capital Crimes. With his son, bestselling novelist Jesse Kellerman, he co-authored six novels.
Grover Gardner (a.k.a. Tom Parker) is an award-winning narrator with over a thousand titles to his credit. Named one of the “Best Voices of the Century” and a Golden Voice by AudioFile magazine, he has won three prestigious Audie Awards, was chosen Narrator of the Year for 2005 by Publishers Weekly, and has earned more than thirty Earphones Awards.