Notes on a Silencing: A Memoir Audiobook

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• “The story is crafted with the precision of a thriller, with revelations that sent me reeling.”

  — New York Times

• “Lays bare the impact of violence on identity.”

  — Boston Globe

• “[Crawford’s] brilliant, incendiary memoir lays bare truths about rape culture, misogyny, and the rot in America’s most privileged places.”

  — People

• “A riveting story of and for our time.”

  — Literary Hub

• “Crawford’s bravery in recounting her own experience speaks to how powerful it is to have these stories told, to show that no one is alone.”

  — Refinery29

• “Lacy Crawford is riveting as she narrates her stunning memoir of sexual assault—you can’t rip your ears away. Her voice is lovely, with wry undertones, and she has a keen sense of emotional intelligence.”

  — AudioFile

• “Crawford uses her storytelling skill to illuminate the myriad ways female students were taught that their desires and bodies were less valuable than—even subject to—those of their male peers.”

  — BookPage (starred review)

• “A studied, vulnerable, and maddening account…[that] will add to evolving discussions of sexual assault and power.”

  — Booklist (starred review)

• “Crawford carefully exposes the rotten underbelly of the school, whose administrators never reported her assault to police…A stirring memoir of sexual assault and its aftermath.”

  — Publishers Weekly

• “Crawford’s courageous book is a bracing reminder of the dangers inherent in unchecked patriarchal power.”

  — Kirkus Reviews

• “So beautiful it hurts to read…Lacy Crawford has found courage to turn pain into searing voice in this beautiful memoir.”

  — Lorene Cary, author of Black Ice

• Erudite and devastating… Notes on a Silencing is a purposefully named, brutal and brilliant retort to the asinine question of 'Why now?'… The story is crafted with the precision of a thriller, with revelations that sent me reeling… Crawford’s writing is astonishing.

  — Jessica Knoll, New York Times

• The rigor and elegance of Crawford’s sentences, even while writing about such painful things, lifts this memoir into literary heights… Crawford lays bare the impact of violence on identity. She navigates her trauma surgically by trying to establish the parameters of its lexicon… with the help of therapy, detectives, records she thought lost to time, and a new case brought to the fore, Crawford is forcing the unchecked power of an elite institution to answer for their violations and the victims they shoved into silent hallways of despair.

  — Kerri Arsenault, Boston Globe

• Beautifully done... Notes on a Silencing is powerful and scary and important and true. Hats off to Lacy Crawford for telling this harrowing story. It will surely be an eye-opener for a lot of people, but not for me or millions of other women.

  — Sally Mann, author of Hold Still

• In this devastating account, Crawford presents evidence of how the elite school conspired to silence her. Highly personal yet universal, her brilliant, incendiary memoir lays bare truths about rape culture, misogyny and the rot in America’s most privileged places.

  — Kim Hubbard, People (Book of the Week)

• One night last July, while my daughters baked chocolate chip cookies, I settled onto the love seat on our baggy-screened back porch and started reading Lacy Crawford’s memoir, Notes on a Silencing. This is a harrowing exploration of sexual assault; it is not escapist reading, but I still inhaled it in one sitting. When I looked up, the neighborhood was dark. The baking trays had run through the dishwasher’s longest cycle (for cooks who don’t rinse) and the cookies were mostly gone. I slept well for the first time in weeks, my mind full of heartbreak, but also courage and peace.

  — Elisabeth Egan, New York Times Book Review

• Crawford writes with clarity and rueful authority… a strong, clear, unimpeachable voice… Notes on a Silencing is as much a work of meticulous investigative journalism as it is a memoir.

  — Jenny Shank, Minneapolis Star Tribune

• Maddening and timely, this memoir reveals the cost to victims---and society at large---when powerful institutions protect their reputations, not their pupils.

  — Kristyn Kusek Lewis, Real Simple

• An astonishing work… so devastating and majestically written… [it] just blew me away.

  — Kevin Kwan, New York Times bestselling author of the Crazy Rich Asians Trilogy

• Beautifully written… Crawford discovers evidence of institutional silencing and shadowy powers trying to cover up her own case to this day.

  — Sarah Kollmorgen, HuffPost

• Crawford uses her storytelling skill to illuminate the myriad ways female students were taught that their desires and bodies were less valuable than---even subject to---those of their male peers… Crawford’s detailed account of her assault and its aftermath relies on an indelible memory as well as careful research… Notes on a Silencing is a ghastly account, beautifully told, of a teenage girl learning that people in power often value reputation above all else.

  — Carla Jean Whitley, BookPage (starred review)

• Crawford plums her own life in this story of her time at the St. Paul's boarding school, where she was the survivor of a long-ignored sexual assault. When news of other, similar incidents starts to come out, Crawford is compelled to revisit her own experience and frankly grapple with the way violence, truth, and guilt are handled in our country's most exclusive institutions.

  — Adam Rathe and Liz Cantrell, Town and Country

• A shocking, anguished, beautifully written account of Crawford's sexual assault at the elite St. Paul's School in the days before #Me Too---and her belated understanding, after attacks at the school decades later, of just how badly the adults had failed her.

  — People

• A studied, vulnerable, and maddening account... Crawford melds her personae as a teenage girl, a survivor, and a skilled narrator... Crawford's meditation on the effects of silence, shame, and belief, and the antidotes she had to invent for herself, will add to evolving discussions of sexual assault and power.

  — Annie Bostrom, Booklist (starred review)

• Crawford recounts the shocking documented facts in her deeply affecting memoir, its extraordinary power resides in her artful, original, and evocative telling of the story and the cover-up.

  — National Book Review

• A riveting story of and for our time.

  — Emily Temple, Lit Hub Most Anticipated Books of 2020

• Propulsive… In a precise, lucid account, the author examines herself and the forces outside her that converged to suppress her voice after a sexual assault at a prestigious school… The facts carry readers along as they would in a crime novel, with clinical details that force observers to imagine the motives and emotions of the perpetrators and victim.

  — Jennifer M. Brown, Shelf Awareness (starred review)

• So beautiful it hurts to read... Assaulted by schoolmates, and then betrayed and silenced by her school and mine, Lacy Crawford has found courage to turn pain into searing voice in this beautiful memoir... For St. Paul's School, Notes on a Silencing could begin Truth and Reconciliation, or a chance to be delivered, as the school prayers ask: 'From the cowardice that dare not face new truths, from the lazy contentment with half-truths, and from the arrogance of thinking we know all truths.'

  — Lorene Cary, author of Black Ice and If Sons, Then Heirs

• A harrowing, powerful memoir about sexual assault, trauma, and what happens when institutional power is deployed as a weapon against the vulnerable... Crawford's bravery in recounting her own experience speaks to how powerful it is to have these stories told, to show that no one is alone.

  — Kristin Iversen, Refinery29

• A powerful, topical, and incisive memoir... Trenchant in its observations about the unspoken---and often criminal---double standards that adhere in elite spaces, Crawford's courageous book is a bracing reminder of the dangers inherent in unchecked patriarchal power.

  — Kirkus Reviews

• Devastating... A stirring memoir of sexual assault and its aftermath.

  — Publishers Weekly