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Author: Gayle Forman Narrator: Sunil Malhotra, Michael Crouch, Nicole Lewis Publisher: Penguin Random House Format: Unabridged Audiobook Delivery: Instant Download Audio Length: Release Date: March 2018 ISBN: 9780525636267
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A fateful accident draws three strangers together over the course of a single day:

Freya who has lost her voice while recording her debut album.
Harun who is making plans to run away from everyone he has ever loved.
Nathaniel who has just arrived in New York City with a backpack, a desperate plan, and nothing left to lose.

As the day progresses, their secrets start to unravel and they begin to understand that the way out of their own loss might just lie in help­ing the others out of theirs.

An emotionally cathartic story of losing love, finding love, and dis­covering the person you are meant to be, I Have Lost My Way is best­selling author Gayle Forman at her finest.

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Quotes & Awards

  • “The narrators give individual strength to three characters who are all lost on their life paths. The narrators’ intense deliveries project the characters’ shared sense of isolation and the bonding that occurs after a freak accident. Famed singer Freya, portrayed by Nicole Lewis, loses her balance and falls on Nathaniel, who is portrayed by Michael Crouch. Lewis captures Freya’s mix of diva cockiness and fear that a physical problem will destroy her career. Crouch’s stilted, faltering delivery depicts Nathaniel’s concussed condition, along with other mental damage resulting from years with his mentally ill father. East Indian Harun, the witness to the accident, is portrayed by Sunil Malhotra, who captures his accented speech and fear of disclosing his sexuality to his Muslim family. The gripping narrative ends with a stirring song sung by Sasha Abner. Winner of the AudioFile Earphones Award.”


  • “A beautifully written love song to every young person who has ever moved through fear and found themselves on the other side.”

    Jacqueline Woodson, New York Times bestselling author

  • “Stunning doesn’t even begin to say it.”

    Kirkus Reviews (starred review)

  • “Elegant and understated…A celebration of the lifesaving power of human connection.”

    Publishers Weekly (starred review)

  • “An absolute gem for readers of realistic fiction for teens. A recommended purchase for all YA collections.”

    School Library Journal

  • Winner of an AudioFile Earphones Award

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About the Author

Author Gayle Forman

Gayle Forman is an award-winning, New York Times bestselling author and journalist whose articles have appeared in numerous publications, including Seventeen, Cosmopolitan, Nation, and New York Times Magazine.

About the Narrators

Sunil Malhotra is an actor and voice artist. His film credits include Dude, Where’s the Party?, Call Center, 24, ER, Cold Case, and The West Wing. On stage, he has performed on Broadway and at East West Players. He has also worked as a writer, producer, and director, and his audiobook narrations have won three AudioFile Earphones Awards.

Michael Crouch is an actor based in New York City. His audiobook narration has won the prestigious Audie Award for Best Narration, numerous Earphones Awards from AudioFile magazine, and Best of the Year accolades from Booklist, School Library Journal, and Publishers Weekly. He can also be heard on national commercials, cartoons, video games, and the animé series Pokémon XY and Yu-Gi-Oh! Arc-V.

Nicole Lewis is a voice artist and Earphones Award–winning narrator.