If life were fair, Jam Gallahue would still be at home in New
Jersey with her sweet British boyfriend, Reeve Maxfield. She’d be watching old
comedy sketches with him. She’d be kissing him in the library stacks.
She certainly wouldn’t be at the Wooden Barn, a therapeutic
boarding school in rural Vermont, living with a weird roommate, and signed up
for an exclusive, mysterious class called Special Topics in English.
But life isn’t fair, and Reeve Maxfield is dead.
Until a journal-writing assignment leads Jam to Belzhar,
where the untainted past is restored, and Jam can feel Reeve’s arms around her
once again. But there are hidden truths on Jam’s path to reclaim her loss.
From New York Times bestselling author Meg Wolitzer
comes a breathtaking and surprising story about first love, deep sorrow, and
the power of acceptance. Download and start listening now!