A daring, beautiful, and redemptive novel that explores what it means to be a woman and a mother and how much one is willing to sacrifice to achieve her greatest goal
Philadelphia, 1950s. Fifteen-year-old Ruby Pearsall is on track to becoming the first in her family to attend college, in spite of having a mother more interested in keeping a man than raising a daughter. But a taboo love affair threatens to pull her back down into the poverty and desperation that has been passed on to her like a birthright.
Eleanor Quarles arrives in Washington, DC, with ambition and secrets. When she meets the handsome William Pride at Howard University, they fall madly in love. But William hails from one of DC’s elite wealthy Black families, and his parents don’t let just anyone into their fold. Eleanor hopes that a baby will make her finally feel at home in William’s family and grant her the life she’s been searching for. But having a baby—and fitting in—is easier said than done.
With their stories colliding in the most unexpected of ways, Ruby and Eleanor will both make decisions that shape the trajectory of their lives.
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“Johnson showcases the difficult boundaries of race, class, and education as she explores the obstacles and consequences that confront those who seek to cross them.”
— Booklist
“Johnson’s portrait of young women with sharp wit and big dreams is powerful and honest.”
— PopSugar“A triumph of historical fiction…Emotionally wrenching and socially astute storytelling.”
— Washington Post“Historical fiction that breaks the mold by challenging dominant narratives and encouraging readers to rethink their assumptions…a powerfully moving story.”
— Ms. Magazine“This well-crafted work is bound to provoke discussion among readers about the conflicts women face regarding pregnancy.”
— Publishers Weekly“This is a moving work of women’s fiction with timely perspective on racism, colorism, and pre-Roe women’s rights in the United States of the 1950s.”
— Library JournalSadeqa Johnson is the award-winning author of four novels, including the New York Times bestseller The House of Eve. Her accolades include the National Book Club Award, the Phillis Wheatley Book Award, and the USA Best Book Award for Best Fiction. She is a Kimbilio Fellow, former board member of the James River Writers, and a Tall Poppy Writer. To learn more, visit SadeqaJohnson.net.
Nicole Lewis is a voice artist and Earphones Award–winning narrator.
Barrie Kreinik is an actor, singer, playwright, and voice-dialect coach based in New York City. Her audiobook narrations have earned an AudioFile Earphones Award. A graduate of the Brown/Trinity MFA acting program, she is a proud member of AEA and SAG-AFTRA.