A touching memoir of life with an alcoholic father who secretly works with the CIA, a dark pilgrimage through the valley of depression and addiction, and finding a faith to redeem and a strength to forgive.
"This is a record of my life as I remember it—but more importantly, as I felt it."
At the age of sixteen, Ian Morgan Cron was told by his mother that his father, a motion picture executive, worked with the CIA in Europe. This astonishing revelation, coupled with his father's dark struggle with alcoholism, upended the world of a teenager struggling to become a man.
Born into a family of privilege and power, Ian's life is populated with colorful people and stories as his father takes the family on a wild roller-coaster ride through wealth and poverty and back again.
Decades later, as he faced his own personal demons, Ian realized that the only way to find peace was to voyage back through a painful childhood marked by extremes—privilege and poverty, violence and tenderness, truth and deceit—that he’d spent years trying to escape.
In this surprisingly funny and forgiving memoir, Ian reminds us that no matter how different the pieces may be, in the end we are all cut from the same cloth, stitched by faith into an exquisite quilt of grace.
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"Ian Morgan Cron is a masterful story teller. His writing style came across as if we were sharing life stories over a cup of coffee. Some parts were so hilarious that I read them aloud to my husband. When you read a book and can't wait to share a part of it with your loved ones, I think it qualifies as a good read. This is a book about learning to live a full life in spite of a difficult childhood, a story of the love and holiness of God, and the sacredness of sharing one's story, no matter how difficult it might have been. Perhaps because he learned to cope with tragedy in his life by using sarcasm and humor, the author's passive-aggressive nature rings true to this reader with similar coping skills. I am anxious to download his book about St. Francis, but it is not available on Kindle until May 7. I am definitely a fan."
— Pamelabyoung (4 out of 5 stars)
" I absolutely loved this memoir - Ian Cron speaks so eloquently, so hauntingly of what it is to grow up abandoned by a father - and at the same time he is so dryly funny. Would definitely recommend. In fact, I've already handed it off to one friend and have told 3 others they need to read it next. "
— Sarabeth, 2/9/2014" Great book - such wonderful prose. Ian Cron is a gfted writer - he weaves humor and pathos and life together brilliantly. "
— David, 1/29/2014" I loved this memoir. I'll come back and write more when I have time, but for now I will just say it was a wonderful memoir - extremely well written - very impactful. "
— Donovan, 12/30/2013" Very interesting memoir. I like his writing style, and his story is full of intriguing vignettes. Not quite what I expected (but then again, I'm not sure that I expected anything), but great! "
— Christel, 12/18/2013" Best book I read in 2012! "
— Kathy, 11/16/2013" Ian is a great story teller with a good story to tell. Really enjoyed this book. Laughed and cried. :) "
— Jennifer, 4/10/2013" It was fabulous. I will be recommending this often and enthusiastically. Cron writes and I laugh and cry and remember my life and my feelings as well. This book is a gift. "
— Sarah, 3/15/2013" this is a grat bbook for someone who has gone through family disfunction. I really enjoyed it. enjoyed is not the right word. it moved like Donald Miller does. "
— Jill, 3/10/2013" I give the story 5 stars, and the writing 3 (a few too many metaphors for me). I highly recommend it. "
— Erin, 10/26/2012" Interesting topic, well developed. A coming of age type book with a different slant. Mix of memories of the 50's in white collar America, growing up in a dysfunctional family with a strong faith base. "
— Roger, 9/9/2012" One of the best memoirs I've read in a long time. I absolutely loved this. "
— Becca, 9/3/2012" I was a bit disappointed. All this hype for the book and it really just wasn't that edible in my opinion. I thought it was interesting but not very well written and almost lacking in purpose and structure to the point of losing me... and I'm the type that can't get enough stream of conscious JOYCE. "
— John, 5/7/2012" Ian Cron, please write some more!!! "
— Deb, 3/8/2012" Loved this book. A story of a boy who never received the love of his dad but grew up to understand the real, powerful love of his Heavenly Father. "
— Jeff, 11/15/2011" Superb memoir. Cron had me in tears at least once a chapter. A profound book, with redemption at it's core. Cron is funny, whimsical and illuminating all at the same time. "
— Wendy, 9/9/2011" I give the story 5 stars, and the writing 3 (a few too many metaphors for me). I highly recommend it. "
— Erin, 6/10/2011Ian Morgan Cron is an author and nationally recognized speaker. His spiritual memoir Jesus, My Father, the CIA, and Me: A Memoir...of Sorts was a Wall Street Journal bestseller and a featured title in the Barnes & Noble Discover Great New Writers program. He lives in Tennessee with his wife, and three children.