Ten years ago, Kate Braestrup and her husband Drew were enjoying the life they shared together. They had four young children, and Drew, a Maine state trooper, would soon begin training to become a minister as well. Then early one morning Drew left for work and everything changed. On the very roads that he protected every day, an oncoming driver lost control, and Kate lost her husband.
Stunned and grieving, Kate decided to continue her husband's dream and became a minister herself. And in that capacity she found a most unusual mission: serving as the minister on search and rescue missions in the Maine woods, giving comfort to people whose loved ones are missing, and to the wardens who sometimes have to deal with awful outcomes. Whether she is with the parents of a 6-year-old girl who had wandered into the woods, with wardens as they search for a snowmobile rider trapped under the ice, or assisting a man whose sister left an infant seat and a suicide note in her car by the side of the road, Braestrup provides solace, understanding, and spiritual guidance when it's needed most.
Here if You Need Me is the story of Kate Braestrup's remarkable journey from grief to faith to happiness. It is dramatic, funny, deeply moving, and simply unforgettable, an uplifting account about finding God through helping others, and the tale of the small miracles that occur every day when life and love are restored.
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"An amazing book! It will make you laugh, it will make you cry -- sometimes even achieving both emotions in the same sentence. Acutely profound and thought-provoking, it makes me want to move to Maine and become a minister! It's a quick read, but can also be read a little bit at a time over a long time span without having to backtrack. You will definitely want to have someone to talk to and share your thoughts with as you read."
— Jennie (5 out of 5 stars)
“What grabbed us: The simple, poignant prose Ms. Braestrup uses to describe her faith and work.”
— Wall Street Journal“As gripping as any police thriller…[Braestrup tells her story] affectingly, and with style and grace.”
— Boston Globe“A superbly crafted memoir of love, loss, grief, hope and the complex subtleties of faith…[Braestrup is] remarkable, steady, peaceful and wise.”
— Washington Post“A poignant, funny book by a sympathetic, likable, immensely appealing figure.”
— Booklist....[Kate's] reading of her story has both a tenderness and an authority that make the audiobook an even more intimate experience than the print book....
— AudioFile" Wonderful read! Beautifully written, and a thoughtful and articulate expression of the work of a chaplain. Braestrop describes ministry with those who suffer, raises the ultimate questions of suffering and offers no pat answers! Thanks be to God for that! Lovely, thought provoking, encouraging, challenging. "
— Nancy, 2/20/2014" This book was really interesting. I enjoyed the story, however, as a Christian, I disagree with many of the author's views on Jesus, heaven and hell, and salvation. I struggled in understanding how the author does her job - praying with families, presiding over funerals, and assuring people that their loved ones were in heaven - when she does not believe in any sort of afterlife. I did appreciate that reading this book made me stop and think about my own beliefs, inspired good conversations with my husband, turned me back to God's Word and promises. "
— Meridith, 2/15/2014" What a loving book! I never thought about the many different people involved in a search/rescue mission. There are many good people who will risk their lives for someone who they do not know but they care about their well being---especially in the Maine woods in the dead of winter. A page turner. "
— Tinytextiles, 2/12/2014" This book was just OK. She jumps around a bit for my taste but at least writes with a sense of humor. If I were a religious person I guess she would be the type of minister that I could relate to. Her job does sound pretty intriguing and I do think she has it right as far as life equals love, without it what do you have? "
— Vicky, 2/4/2014" I like Kate and would have to give this book 3.5 stars if I could. Was it a "can't put it down book" No, but interesting all the same and thought provoking. "
— Cheryl, 2/4/2014" Spiritual without being preachy. Author has a slightly macabre sense of humor but I enjoyed her journey through a tragic event in her life to the fullness of finding her calling. "
— Barbara, 1/28/2014" A BLBC choice for July. Not loving it. The story of a woman who overcomes the accidental death of her husband and becomes a minister to the Maine Fish and Game Wardens. Some interesting rescue stories... "
— Jennifer, 1/20/2014" Just finished this book. I thought that Kate's dedication to her husband's wishes was so meaningful and loving. A must read. "
— Jayne, 12/26/2013" Very human author, lets you into here real life. Beautiful spiritually. Allows me to soften once again toward Christianity, and open my heart a little more to "religion", without feeling like I have to go join a church! "
— Myrn54, 12/25/2013" Sad but enlightening, humorous. What could be better than listen to the author reading her work to you. "
— FarmDotr, 12/20/2013" The Chaplain to the Maine Warden Service tells stories of finding God in the Maine wilderness and in the hearts of her co-workers. "
— Donna, 12/5/2013" Just terrible. No comment. "
— Jen, 10/15/2013" Mind blowing. So sparely written, with such grace and love. I could not put it down and reread it immediately upon finishing it. I learned so much about the human spirit, what is right, true and good. I thank her for writing this. "
— Amanda, 2/4/2013" A good read -- this book is truly inspirational without being sappy. "
— Bobbie57, 11/25/2012" Easy quick read and has its moments of inspiration. The fact that this woman is real and amazing keeps you reading. "
— Kyra, 10/29/2012" If you liked Eat, Pray, Love, you'll enjoy this book. It's a combination of spirituality and humor. A bit more God then laughs, but still a comforting and fun read. "
— Sarah, 10/13/2012" I really enjoyed this story. A courageous women who finds everything good in life. "
— Morrisonmm77, 7/28/2012" Very good account of a little-known subject. Braestrup has both wit and empathy. "
— Jim, 1/9/2012" I loved this book. She is a very brave and insprational woman. "
— Maggie, 10/4/2011" Grief is okay. What an interesting view on search and rescue, and all the people it involves. Amazing to hear their stories of coping, and why the need for a chaplain is important. She has a great voice, and afterwards, you feel like you chatted with a long lost friend. "
— Melissa, 9/5/2011" The strength of the human spirit. "
— Julie, 5/20/2011" Beautiful, heart wrenching, healing, humorous. Wish this book had been around 30 years ago when I first needed it. Excellent reading anytime but particularly for those grieving a loved one. "
— Jacque, 5/17/2011" This book came HIGHLY recommended by the library!<br/><br/>Very good book ... worth the read. "
— Loriann, 5/12/2011" I listened to the audio version of this book, read by the author, and it was fantastic. I'm not sure I've ever enjoyed a memoir as much. Bravo and well done. "
— Loree, 5/4/2011" This book was suggested to me by amazon when I bought another book, so I gave it a try. It is about a widow who goes on to become a chaplain. It was not what I expected and some points were disturbing to me, so I stopped reading (which is rare for me). "
— Lisa, 3/13/2011" Read this one before Life's That Way by a few years, but it gave me a similar feeling. Have at least one tissue handy. "
— Nancy, 3/10/2011" I loved her story. it was so moving. I love the fact that she is from Maine and lives in Thomaston! "
— Jamie, 3/3/2011" Very interesting story about a woman who becomes a minister and helps with search & rescue cases. The main character is a strong woman who puts her life back together after tragedy. "
— Debbie, 2/26/2011" Loved it! So thought provoking. Easy read yet very interesting "
— Bokvorm, 2/23/2011Kate Braestrup is the chaplain for the Maine Warden Service and author of the memoir Here If You Need Me and the novel Onion. She has written for the New York Times magazine; Boston Globe Sunday magazine; O, The Oprah Magazine; Mademoiselle; More; Ms.; and Law and Order. She lives in Maine with her husband and children.