Elinor Mackey has always done the right things in the right order–college, law school, career, marriage–but now everything’s going wrong. After two painful years of trying, Elinor has learned that she can’t have children. All the doctors can tell her is that it’s probably because of her age. As she turns forty, she withdraws into an interior world of heartbreak. Elinor’s loving husband, Ted, a successful podiatrist, has always done the right thing, too. Then he meets the wrong woman at the wrong time, and does the wrong thing. Ted’s lover, Gina–a beautiful and kindhearted nutritionist–always eats the right thing, but is unlucky in love and always falls for the wrong men. Soon Ted has to fight to make everything right again. Can Elinor and Ted’s marriage be saved? The answer is alarmingly fresh and unexpected as New York Times bestselling author Lolly Winston introduces us to characters as memorable as those of Anne Tyler and Nick Hornby, but who are indelibly all her own.
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"Compelling story line that really held my attention. Written very realistically, and all the characters were relatable, even 10-year-old Toby. A story I could really "sink my teeth into". I was hooked from the beginning and wanted to know what would happen next. Very pleasantly surprised by this book!"
— Lauren (5 out of 5 stars)
" Heartrending story of how infertility breaks up a marriage. "
— Andrea, 2/3/2014" I can't believe I even finished this - A boring mis-mash of characters and the story just ended out of nowhere! I literally flipped the page to find one last paragraph followed by a huge section of discussion questions - I was tricked! :) "
— Alison, 2/1/2014" This is Winston's first novel and I give it two thumbs up for a first attempt. She's witty and snarky and empowers the little voice inside of you that sometimes wants to say "no". "
— Natalie, 1/23/2014" such a good honest book about women and how we feel and deal with life. lolly winston is one of my favorite authors. "
— Patricia, 1/21/2014" I know other readers said they preferred the author's first book - I read this first and really was caught up in the characters. "
— Moira, 1/10/2014" Pretty good. Slow at some points, but good story anyways "
— Stephanie, 1/1/2014" This book wasn't as good as I had hoped. There were to many characters that really didn't have that much to do with the story other than to try to add something that just didn't happen. The diagnosis for why they couldn't have children was way to late in the story to have any impact. I did like how it was honest about the two main characters thought and acted during the whole story. It made them feel real, unlike some of the other characters. "
— Tammie, 1/1/2014" Whoa - talk about depressing! The inability to conceive and the destruction of a marriage. I am not quite sure why I read this book. If you are in a dark 'misery loves company' sort of mood then go for it but otherwise I would stay away. "
— Dre, 12/29/2013" I enjoyed this one too, but liked Winston's other book Good Grief much better. "
— Ellenjsmellen, 12/19/2013" I really enjoy the author's characters. I liked the various points of view, which switch in the narration. The ending ties things up and provides a sense of hope for the characters future. "
— Alissa, 12/3/2013" I didn't like this as much as Good Grief (LOVED that book) but this is still good. "
— CallMeLou, 10/21/2013Lolly Winston holds an MFA in creative writing from Sarah Lawrence College. After falling off the corporate ladder, she began working from home as a freelance writer for high-tech companies and the San Jose Mercury News. Since then her work has appeared in the magazines Redbook, Family Circle, Working Mother, New Woman, Sunset, Lifetime, and others.
Cassandra Campbell has won multiple Audie Awards, Earphones Awards, and the prestigious Odyssey Award for narration. She was been named a “Best Voice” by AudioFile magazine and in 2018 was inducted in Audible’s inaugural Narrator Hall of Fame.