From Alison Rumfitt, the author of Tell Me I’m Worthless — “a triumph of transgressive queer horror” (Publishers Weekly) — comes Brainwyrms, a searing body horror novel of obsession, violence, and pleasure.
When a transphobic woman bombs Frankie’s workplace, she blows up Frankie’s life with it. As the media descends like vultures, Frankie tries to cope with the carnage: binge-drinking, sleeping with strangers, pushing away her friends. Then, she meets Vanya. Mysterious, beautiful, terrifying Vanya.
The two hit it off immediately, but as their relationship intensifies, so too does Frankie’s feeling that Vanya is hiding something from her. When Vanya’s secrets threaten to tear them apart, Frankie starts digging, and unearths a sinister, depraved conspiracy, the roots of which go deeper than she ever imagined.
Shocking, grotesque, and downright filthy, Brainwyrms confronts the creeping reality of political terrorism while exploring the depths of love, pain, and identity.
“Filthy, searing, and hideously intimate – a modern classic.” —Gretchen Felker-Martin, author of Manhunt
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"A hallucinogenic, powerful, transgressive novel that uncompromisingly goes into uncomfortable territory and then wallows there, digging deeper and deeper into the things that make us human, and eventually posits that love might be the way out of the things that trap us the hardest."
— Locus
“Filthy, searing, and hideously intimate – a modern classic.
— Gretchen Felker-Martin, author of ManhuntThe literary equivalent of swallowing a mouthful of maggots and liking it. Rumfitt is a master of disgust, twisting the horrors of transphobia into a hellish masterpiece, and you won’t be able to look away.
— Andrew Joseph White, New York Times bestselling author of Hell Followed With UsA gut-churning infestation mixing extreme depravity with a hive of obsessive violence. Rumfitt consistently has her finger to the societal pulse.
— Hailey Piper, Bram Stoker Award-winning author of No Gods for DrowningBrutal and terrifyingly visceral, Brainwyrms will slither inside unsuspecting readers and lay eggs there—an infection that can never be cured, a book that refuses to be ignored.
— Eric LaRocca, author of Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke and Other MisfortunesBrainwyrms cements Rumfitt's reputation as horror's rising star of the dark, disgusting, and subversive. She writes with compassion and lyricism about the most fucked-up subjects, making her readers complicit in the vile and uncanny.
— Ally Wilkes, author of All the White SpacesA triumph of transgressive queer horror.
— Publishers Weekly, STARRED review“Easily one of the strongest horror debuts in recent memory.
— Booklist, STARRED reviewA gripping, hallucinogenic haunted house novel as righteously angry as it is horrifying, Tell Me I'm Worthless unflinchingly lays bare the personal and cultural scars we wear, endure, and inflict.
— Paul Tremblay, author of The Cabin at the End of the World and The Pallbearers ClubA lush masterpiece. Each page crackles with unnerving texture and unsettling sensation, and I felt chewed and digested by the end. Albion is the scariest haunted house since Hill House.
— Hailey Piper, Bram Stoker Award-winning author of Queen of TeethChilling, bone-deep horror as humane as it is hideous. Tell Me I’m Worthless is ambitious, brutal, and brilliant.
— Gretchen Felker-Martin, author of ManhuntAn utterly harrowing experience. Like all iconic masterworks of horror fiction, Tell Me I'm Worthless rips you apart and then tenderly pieces you together until you're something entirely new.
— Eric LaRocca, author of Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last SpokeHorrifying, provocative, and empathetic yet unflinching.
— VultureThis amazing work of trans fiction about houses, hauntings, and horrors is going to be the horror book everyone is discussing next year.
— Book RiotIntense…Rumfitt uses body horror and the tropes of the haunted house skillfully to explore the trans experience in an England full of terfs.
— CrimeReadsTell Me I'm Worthless is a defiant love letter to the lost, reminding us that win or lose, live or die, we can still save our souls by choosing love.
— Maya Deane, author of Wrath Goddess SingThis debut is a fantastic and disorienting take on the haunted house trope, but it is also a compelling and emotional story about trauma, fascism, and the hard truth of living an openly trans life in the 21st century.
— Library JournalAn important book, as transgressive and trans as they come.
— Isabel Waidner, author of Sterling Karat Gold and We Are Made of Diamond StuffA sharp and visceral novel which bends the horror genre to its will. Tell Me I’m Worthless holds a gruesome mirror up to the way it feels to live now. I absolutely tore through this book
— Julia Armfield, author of Salt Slow and Our Wives Under the SeaPunk in every sense of the word, this is a debut unlike anything you’ve read before. Rumfitt’s horrifying talent shrieks out from every page and rings in your ears for days.
— Eliza Clark, author of Boy PartsThe most startlingly original haunted house story I have read, this is intense, multi-layered and very, very creepy.
— Lucie McKnight Hardy, author of Water Shall Refuse ThemGripping, unsettling, compulsive, spicy, and, in the end, deeply moving. I loved it.
— Molly Smith, co-author of Revolting ProstitutesAn exquisitely terrifying journey.... Alison Rumfitt’s astute observations of today’s violent cultural landscape work only too well as a tale of gothic horror. But Tell Me I’m Worthless is also full of beauty, empathy and, ultimately, love. I’ll never forget this book.
— Frankie Miren, author of The ServiceA deeply affecting and sharp-eyed book, Tell Me I’m Worthless collages and distorts the horror genre to create something truly unique, vastly compelling and very, very frightening.
— Alice Ash, author of Paradise BlockAlison Rumfitt’s superlative trans horror picks a fight with the poisonous state of modernity and fearlessly attacks it head on. Vital, thrilling, utterly alive.
— Gary Budden, author of London IncognitaBe the first to write a review about this audiobook!
Andrew Eiden, an Earphones Award–winning narrator, is an actor and voice artist. He has been acting since the age of four, working at regional theaters including La Mirada Theatre, the Glendale Center Theatre, and the Pasadena Playhouse. He has starred in dozens of national commercials, guest-spotted on numerous television shows, and has been a series regular on three programs: Discovery Channel’s Outward Bound, Disney Channel’s Movie Surfers, and most notably ABC’s Complete Savages