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Author: Lu Spinney Narrator: Henrietta Meire Publisher: Blackstone Publishing Audio Length: Release Date: August 2017 Format: Unabridged Audiobook Delivery: Instant Download ISBN: 9781538461730

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When Lu Spinney’s twenty-nine-year-old son, Miles, flies up on his snowboard, “he knows he is not in control as he is taken by force up the ramp,” writes his mother, “skewing sideways as his board clips the edge and then he is hurtling, spinning up, up into the free blue sky ahead…” He lands hard on the ice and falls into a coma.

Thus begins the erratic loss—Miles first in a coma and then trapped in a fluctuating state of minimal consciousness—that unravels over the next five years. Spinney, her husband, and three other children put their lives on hold to tend to Miles at various hospitals and finally in a care home, holding out hope that he will be returned to them. With blunt precision, Spinney chronicles her family’s intimate experience.

And yet, as personal a book as this is, it offers universal meaning, presenting an eloquent and piercing description of what it feels to witness an intimate become unfamiliar. This is a story about ambiguous loss: the disappearance of someone who is still there. Three quarters of the way through, however, Spinney’s story takes a turn. The family and, to the degree that he can communicate, Miles himself come to view ending his life as the only possible release from the prison of his body and mind. Cutting her last thread of hope, Spinney wishes for her son to die, and yet even as she allows this difficult revelation to settle, she learns that this is not her decision to make. Because Miles is diagnosed as being in a “minimally conscious state” rather than a “persistent vegetative state,” there is no legal way to bring about his death—a bewildering paradox that Spinney navigates with compassion and wisdom.

This profound book encompasses the lyrical revelations of a memoir like Jean-Dominique Bauby’s The Diving Bell and the Butterfly as well as the crucial medical and moral insights of a book like Atul Gawande’s Being Mortal.

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  • “A spare, sharp memoir about the speed with which a comfortable existence can be blighted by grief…Profoundly moving and grippingly readable.”

    - Sunday Times (London)
  • “A powerful testament of personal grief and a ferocious critique of the way our society deals with suffering and death.”

    - Daily Mail (London)
  • “Spinney confronts every mother’s worst nightmare and boldly searches the meaning of life and death…without pontificating; Spinney lets the story speak for itself…Explores the limits of medical science and searches for the unlimited potential of human compassion.”

    - Foreword magazine
  • “Spinney describes the ironies of their plight with disarming frankness…This courageous story…is a tribute to maternal strength, understanding, and love that forces us to question our preconceived ideas about humanity.”

    - Literary Review (London)
  • “A painful account made beautiful by Spinney’s poignant details and tender insight.”

    - Booklist
  • “A family’s tragedy is revealed in agonizing detail…The author chronicles the next four years, during which she, her husband Ron, and their other children upended their lives to support Miles, constantly revising their concept of hope…An engrossing and wrenching memoir.”

    - Kirkus Reviews
  • “A work of the highest literary skill and heroic courage born out of what for most would be unendurable.”

    - John Sutherland, author of The Boy Who Loved Books
  • “Eloquent, heart-breakingly well-written.”

    - Francis Spufford, author of Golden Hill

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About the Author

Lu Spinney was born in Cape Town and spent her childhood on a farm in the Midlands of KwaZulu-Natal, later moving with her family to the Indian Ocean coast north of Durban. After university, she left South Africa to live in Nice and Paris before settling in London.

About the Narrator

Henrietta Meire is a full-time voice-over artist and actress. In addition to narrating audiobooks, she has voiced numerous commercial and charity campaigns, as well as video game and animation characters. As an actress, she has appeared on stage, on television, and in a number of popular films.