For patriots like Billy Sinclair, the Iraq War started on 9/11. He is primed to kill in the backwoods of Montana, hunting with his buddy Pete under the tutelage of his grandfather, a decorated World War II veteran. When they kill their first deer, Grandpa smears its blood on their faces in honor of Pete’s great-great-grandfather, a Sioux scout who corralled the first wild horses bearing the Sinclair brand. A more sublime boyhood is unimaginable, a more tragic adolescence unthinkable.
Nobody sees it coming. Pete’s inexplicable suicide steels Sinclair’s resolve to join the Marines. The moral certainty of the war on terror fills the void left by his best friend’s death. But Sinclair’s faith falters when his platoon is forced to attack equivocal targets in Fallujah: mosques, cemeteries, and countless homes. Urban combat is tough enough without being haunted by the specters of defenseless women, let alone children.
Sinclair summons his training, holding his doubts at bay until a suicide bomber triggers flashbacks to the role he unwittingly played in Pete’s death. His own survival will ultimately depend on solving the riddle posed by these two suicides—mirror images of self-destructive compulsions at home and abroad.
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“In this meticulously researched novel, Margaret Vandenburg criticizes both the American way of war, and the horrors of warfare. What is remarkable is that she does so through the eyes of the US marines who are fighting it, showing great empathy for their perspectives. Well-written and almost cinematically engaging.”
— Kimberly Marten, author of Warlords: Strong-Arm Brokers in Weak States
“A skilled writer who has done her homework…As the Marines advance, Vandenburg delivers a meticulous description of elite troops clearing an enemy city…This is good, popular war fiction with convincing battle scenes and a mildly flawed hero.”
— Kirkus Reviews“An engaging read and a welcome reminder of the contemplative literary task that civilians and soldiers share. After all, war has always belonged to entire civilizations, not just the soldiers who fight them.”
— Logan Isaac, Iraq veteran and author of Reborn on the Fourth of JulyBe the first to write a review about this audiobook!
Margaret Vandenburg has published works in a wide range of genres, including historical fiction, creative nonfiction, and literary criticism. She also wrote the libretto for Ada, which was presented by the Center for Contemporary Opera. Having completed her PhD at Columbia University, she traveled across Broadway to Barnard College, where she is a senior lecturer in English.
MacLeod Andrews is a multiple Audie, Earphones, and SOVAS award-winning and Grammy-nominated narrator with hundreds of credits to his name. Perhaps best known for a cinematic approach with full characterizations and intimate deliveries in series such as The Reckoners, Sandman Slim, and Warriors, he’s also been noted for his straight reads ranging from memoirs to modern classics. When not doing books you can hear him in video games, cartoons, commercials, podcasts, and reading you the news on Apple News +. Or check out one of his films.